BEAUTIFUL IN ALL SEASONS

I am really tired... Oh, my God! Where do I begin? Let's start with why I feel this way. Naturally, I pour myself into everything I do. From work, family and friendships, I pour myself whole heartedly❣️That's fulfilling for me.🤍  However, currently I don't want to extend myself, that's what my body is asking from me. That I just be in touch with myself and do just enough. I feel like am struggling right now.  My health has been really challenging me. RA has just been hitting me hard.  🥺 I usually fight, I am usually positive, I am usually strong 💪🏽. Yesterday I was frustrated because It was really bad, and I was too drained. I cried and entertained death thoughts 💭. I also told God: I am feeling weak. I call Him father ... I felt weak because my thoughts were the opposite of everything I stand for; hope, positivity, joy, peace. I had silenced joy and peace. This morning I woke up calm. I usually got me, I can handle myself. but I think it's alright to give in a...