BEAUTIFUL IN ALL SEASONS

You cannot be a Christian and remain a fool. We are intelligent and wise on this side. What is Simplicity? The simple believes everything, but the prudent gives thought to his steps. One who is wise is cautious and turns away from evil, but a fool is reckless and careless.  -Proverbs 14:15-16 Dictionary Definition: If you say that someone is simple, you mean that they are not very intelligent and have difficulty learning things.   Synonyms : artless, innocent, naive Bible Definition: One who is foolish, reckless, and careless. This person does not give careful consideration or thought; they are just here and there. According to the above verse  and   Ephesians 4:14. Synonyms : ignorant, unstable, disloyal A Simple Person Hates Knowledge How long will you who are simple love your simple ways? How long will mockers delight in mockery and fools hate knowledge?  — Proverbs 1:22 Ways to Correct Foolishness Repent at my rebuke! Then I will pour out my thoughts to...

As I type this title, I can't help but laugh at myself. Reflecting on much of my life, I realise I've stressed over my appearance for a long time. I’ve always longed for a little more meat on my thighs and behind, of course. While I’ve adored my flat tummy—and still do—I didn’t appreciate being underweight or the comments urging me to “eat up.” For a long time, I struggled with my relationship with food, only starting to improve after I turned 25. I didn’t like food; I forgot to eat, and I’d wonder why I always had a headache or felt lightheaded. Real talk: it’s not about food when it comes to weight; it’s about genes. Now that I’m older and care about more than just a skincare regimen, I’ve become more mindful of what I put into my body. I’ve also accepted that I am petite and not unattractive. My 20s have afforded me a better lens into the window of life. I’ve recently discovered that high-waisted jeans are not for everyone, just as boyfriend jeans aren’t. A key to appreciati...

Psalm 40:8 “I delight to do Your will, O my God; Your law is within my heart.” Prophecy : I prophesy I will always delight to do Your will; Your law is within my heart. Thoughts A couple of hours ago, I was not pleased with the pain You permit on my path. I felt angry, and my soul rejected understanding. What is it I have done to deserve this amount of hurt, to miss out on Your grace, but to be a witness of health accessible to others? I asked myself. I’ve seen You heal; physically, I’ve been in the rooms when You did it. Why is my case seemingly difficult? “What step am I missing?” I’ve continued to ask. Prayer: Enable me to find peace, to honor Your will even when it breaks and confuses me, for I’ve known You to be great. I’ve known You to give Your heart to Your people. I pray I accept Your will in the absence of reasoning, just as You gave Your heart in the absence of reasons other than one: that is, because You have loved. In my infant understanding:   Love is protective. I’ve...

About two weeks ago, I started experiencing anxious feelings. I felt afraid at the thought of doing things that meant going out and being seen by people. These feelings are not new guests. I’ve learned in the past that I need to be careful when differentiating between feelings and diagnoses; we shouldn’t self-diagnose because it’s similar to throwing sensitive words around, which can cause harm. Throughout this piece, I will refer to feeling anxious instead of saying "my anxiety," as I was never diagnosed. Now let’s immerse ourselves into the text. I felt anxious a lot when I was in high school. Bona letsoalo ne le iketsetsa honna mona—out of nowhere, I was always arrested by fear. I never really told anyone or sought to understand the root cause. This was my life for years, and I continued to university with this uninvited stranger, whom I eventually became familiar with. Can I tell you I was both full of life, confident in my abilities, excited for the future, and fearful? ...

I am so excited that Mpoomy Ledwaba released a book. My girl did it! Now what’s left is for me to get my hands on it. My excitement comes from reflecting on when I started watching her YouTube videos, back when she first began on the red app. She has matured in business, relationships, and as an individual. It is inspiring and a reminder of my own potential for success. I am a girl’s girl, and I love to see girls grow and succeed. Another way to explain my excitement is that she’s the kind of person who reminds me of my own anointing. Story time So yesterday, I spent two hours in the presence of my Father, talking to Him and picking His brain. I felt so much inner peace and strength; I felt happy and liberated. I learned a lot from just three points, but I will mention two of these lessons summarized into quotes. Feel free to dissect them and interpret them as applicable to your own personal experiences. - When I am faced with a situation that tempts me to ask, “What is the point?” may...

We run from, and we deny, what we do not understand It’s a sunny afternoon, and I just finished my classes for the day. I walked past The House of Bread, heading towards Mimosa Mall for some window shopping before returning to the commune, a habit of mine when I have fewer classes. I had a peculiar encounter. I remember this moment as if it were just yesterday when heavy words dropped into my spirit, as though I was denying a truth that has long been a part of me before I could even learn it. These words felt both like mine and estranged from me. I felt immediate conviction as I heard my mind say, “I will never be a servant of God!” First of all, I never thought of serving God in any way before this encounter. That was a duty for the preacher, the worshiper, and anyone on stage. Big shoes are meant for people with big personalities, or so I believed. As for me, I am a behind-the-curtains girl; I hate the spotlight, and I enjoy being bored and alone. Anything in this category? Sign me u...

A Prayer for Forgiveness and Guidance For the times I got mad at you for not having my way, I ask that you forgive me Father. I honour your wisdom.  For the times I was, in a way, dictating how you should show up for me, I ask that you forgive me. Your plans are the only way I’d rather have my life unfold. For the times I gave you titles because of what you did or were to do for me, I ask that you forgive me. You are a provider; you are my helper, regardless.  For predicting how you would show up because you did so the last time, I ask that you forgive me. May I never get complacent; I pray for diligence when it comes to the things of God.  For the many times I expected you to show up for me a certain way because you did for them, I apologise . Your decisions have always been better than mine. You care for me and I am your child. For the times I didn’t see you though you were always with me, I ask that you forgive me. I pray for a meek heart and a surrendered spirit to th...